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Vivian Potter, a Painesville resident, wants arms that look like Michelle Obama's as she approaches her 51st birthday. She said the accountability of a public weight loss contest will do her good as she gets on track for a healthier life.

Monday, August 1, 2011

last weigh-in

Last Weigh-in.
   What a day! I had just flown in after being gone all week, and came right from the airport! I wasn't sure if I had lost weight or not, I didn't have a scale while on vacation, but I was careful to work out almost everyday. It did pay off, and I did lose another 8lbs. I was very happy with that, and with my final weight loss.
    It was a sad day for me. As I had tried to explain to Laura, I felt that we (the contestants) were more of a team, rather than contestants in a competition. Sort of like those on a football team, track team, in marching band etc. We all shared a common goal, and we were in this together. I'm going to miss that "team" feeling. It was such an uplift and great support we had for each other. I hope to stay in touch with everyone, I know most of us still have more to lose, and I really hope we continue this journey!
     When Jamie (Slim and Fit) showed me my before photo when we very first got started, I was appalled. I really thought I had everyone fooled to think that I was thin. Honestly, I did. I wore the stretch jeans that were styled to make you look slim, I wore the "slimming" tops, and even tried to have my hair cut to make my face look thinner. And to tell you the truth, I really thought that all of these things worked! Until I saw myself in that picture. I now realize the only person I was fooling was me.....I really believe that I have an addictive behavior. My drug of choice is food...not alcohol, not drugs, just food. And how easy it is to get food whenever I want! And I can have anything I want as well! I won't go to jail for eating and driving, I won't get busted by selling food, and it's ok to eat it whenever and wherever I want. I have to remember NOT to use food as my crutch, my relief from a stressful day, or happy day, or sad day, or boring day. I need to remember to eat my 3 meals, and I will have to always measure my snacks. I don't know if there's a twelve step program for food addicts, but there should be. I really believe that it is a disease of some sort. It's a way of life for most. And it's soooooo easy to eat! My journey in weight loss continues, and it will be not necessarily a struggle, but a way of life, that I need to keep in my mind on a daily basis, so as not to slip back into my unhealthy ways.
     I'm ever so grateful to the News-Herald for putting on this competition, and for picking me. (I was very apprehenisive at the start), this is a good program you have going on, and it's helped so many people! I also want to thank Jamie and Hannah from Slim and Fit in Concord for being a part of this as well! You've given me insight, you've helped me with my workouts, you've encouraged me, and given me information about nutrition and exercise! You've been my rock throughout this journey and it was a blessing to know that you were only a phone call away if I ever needed to talk to either of you! I encourage anyone who works out, to visit them at Slim and Fit and talk to them. You don't need to go every week, but it was sooo helpful to me!  I'm grateful to the YMCA for the second place contender. They do so much for the community at every level, and to Achilles run shop for their generous gift as well! What a great team effort, I don't know who won, but I have my thoughts as to who the top 3 winners are, and whoever they are they deserve it! It's been such a great journey with such wonderful hardworking and dedicated people! I will miss this without a doubt! To my family and friends, thank you for being there for me throughout this joureny. You called me out when I would start to slip back to my old ways, you encouraged me, and gave me strength to get through this competition! Without all of you, and your positive feed back I would not have been successful with my weight loss!
   And to Laura, Thank you for all that you've done! You've started a great program having this competition each year! You've touched so many people's lives, whether they're in the competition or not, and I appreciated your words of encouragement to us, and the "atta boys" you gave us! I hope you keep this up
     For anyone reading this, if you're contemplating losing weight, just do it...it really is that simple. Don't wait until Monday, next month, when you get back from vacation, after your birthday, after your child's/husband's birthday, do it NOW...Like Jamie said, "Calories in, Calories out". No tricks, no diets, eat healthy, watch portions, and exercise somehow each day.. Start today, and see where you are in 6 months, you will be pleasantly suprised, such as we were!!!!!
 
Have a Blessed Day Everyone!! And good luck to all the winners this year!!!!!!!
 
 
Vivian

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