June 14

       I Finally broke down and went shopping for some summer clothes. The ones I had were 2 sizes too big, and even with a belt I had a hard time keeping them up. I know my co-workers will appreciate this!!  I've been so stressed these past couple of days because I knew I had to go shopping by today (my Kohl's 30% off expired then) and in the back of my mind, I really and truly was thinking that I was going to be shopping the women's section again. That somehow I had gained all the weight back again. I know it sounds stupid, but in my mind, I'm still fat. I feel healthier, and have more energy, but I still feel like the fat lady, who doesn't fit in. This is something I need to work on I know.

    I do have a work out session with Hannah on Thursday, I"ve been keeping my workout rountine going each week at Perry,  and except for the past couple of days, I've been careful of what I eat. Well, except for the blizzard from Dairy Queen on Saturday night, but that was after a 7 mile bike ride, so I justified that one!  I think it's the season change that's stressed me out. Having to get out my summer clothes, that in the past have never fit right 2 years in a row! I did buy size 14's tonite, so I haven't gained the weight like I thought, and I was able to shop in the Misses dept. still. Gotta get used to this, but I think I can!

    Still wishing everyone success, we're getting near the end of this competition, so let's keep up the good work everyone!!! 
 

Vivian